Why make things harder?

I'm so angry with you. For your own happiness, you have upset ours.

My body is constantly tight and I want to vomit 24/7

I thought you were inseparable but obviously not.

 On the other note, im also angry at you. I'm sure you know who you are. You know exactly what im going through and out of everyone i know i thought you would be the one there for me. I'm glad im going to a different school. I will find people who aren't so selfish. I'm hurt by you. More than anyone. 

 You have done this to me before. I told you how i felt the first time and that doing this will be a bad idea. You didn't say anything back. A few months later and u do it again. Do you think everything will be different this time??

I know u don't actually like me, you don't want me, u want my body. It hurts because i want to think so bad that u actually feel something for me. I'm just another girl to you.

Knowing me, I'm gonna give in. Gotta be strong!

I know that if I was to give in, it would take you a few short seconds to turn around and break my heart.

yup its been exactly a week and i just broke up with him. It feels so childish and immature but it had to be done. Right from the very beginning drama happened between us with her and the rumors so i was always so worried about that. I didn't have the time to stop and think 'do i actually like him?'... I don't :(

I feel so silly for causing drama between them two just over me and then finding out i don't actually like him. What kind of person am I for doing that? I'm so sorry. 

hes upset about it but he will get over me. couple of days he will be onto the next probably. Lets hope ! :)

Kerry James xx
Caitlin Copper xx
Felicia Asplet xx
Emily Neison xx
Sarah Wadman xx
Leonie Mueller xx
Emily Buckley xx
Caitlin Allington xx
Grace Hayler xx
Jack Martin xx
Danielle Bethune xx
Danijela Tavich xx

Even though im leaving you all next year, u will never be replaced. U have all made this year worth while and I love you all so much for it.  <3 Ive lost and gained so many friends during my college years so far but all of you have helped me get through it all. Its my last week at this school and i just want to make it the best xxx

Love begins with a smile, 

grows with a kiss, 

and ends with a teardrop

He came over today and met Mum and Dad. SCARY! He did amazingly :) Now its time for him to meet my best-est friend in the world...Kinda sad they haven't met yet. I'm sure they have ... he knows everyone. Its exhausting being with him. Hes constantly hey bro'ing everyone (if that's even a word??) I hope we last forever!

He asked me out! i really did not expect him to but he did! At the kumeu fireworks show last night :) Wow some of my friends are not gonna approve of this...but im still not sure either. I said yes because i REALLYYYY like him and didn't want to loose him but still...Just gonna go into it with an open mind so im ready if he crushes my heart like her crushed hers. I hope he likes me as much as i like him. He says he does but who knows??