Love begins with a smile, 

grows with a kiss, 

and ends with a teardrop

He came over today and met Mum and Dad. SCARY! He did amazingly :) Now its time for him to meet my best-est friend in the world...Kinda sad they haven't met yet. I'm sure they have ... he knows everyone. Its exhausting being with him. Hes constantly hey bro'ing everyone (if that's even a word??) I hope we last forever!

He asked me out! i really did not expect him to but he did! At the kumeu fireworks show last night :) Wow some of my friends are not gonna approve of this...but im still not sure either. I said yes because i REALLYYYY like him and didn't want to loose him but still...Just gonna go into it with an open mind so im ready if he crushes my heart like her crushed hers. I hope he likes me as much as i like him. He says he does but who knows?? 

Today was my sister codies birthday. It sucks for me because for 10 days in the year, Codie and i are the same age! doesn't seem like a big deal but it is! Not many people say nice stuff about Codie but i really dont give a fuck what they all say. My sister is my best friend and even though she can say some pretty dumbass things and doesnt think before she says shit, she is still a human and I love her with all my heart.

Ive heard so many bad things about you but i can't let go. We haven't known each other for very long but something in you has taken me. I have a bad feeling about you but my idiotic brain is pushing it aside! You told me u don't want to go out yet but is that what u said to the last one?? Im going to take a shot and trust you. <3

You held her hands, u looked her in the eyes and you told her you would wait for her. You manipulated her into sleeping with you and then u brushed her off your shoulder like she was a toy. You found me. Who says you wont do it again??