But now I know the things I know
And do the things I do,
And if you do not like me so,
To hell, my love, with you.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

 You have done this to me before. I told you how i felt the first time and that doing this will be a bad idea. You didn't say anything back. A few months later and u do it again. Do you think everything will be different this time??

I know u don't actually like me, you don't want me, u want my body. It hurts because i want to think so bad that u actually feel something for me. I'm just another girl to you.

Knowing me, I'm gonna give in. Gotta be strong!

I know that if I was to give in, it would take you a few short seconds to turn around and break my heart.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

yup its been exactly a week and i just broke up with him. It feels so childish and immature but it had to be done. Right from the very beginning drama happened between us with her and the rumors so i was always so worried about that. I didn't have the time to stop and think 'do i actually like him?'... I don't :(

I feel so silly for causing drama between them two just over me and then finding out i don't actually like him. What kind of person am I for doing that? I'm so sorry. 

hes upset about it but he will get over me. couple of days he will be onto the next probably. Lets hope ! :)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Kerry James xx
Caitlin Copper xx
Felicia Asplet xx
Emily Neison xx
Sarah Wadman xx
Leonie Mueller xx
Emily Buckley xx
Caitlin Allington xx
Grace Hayler xx
Jack Martin xx
Danielle Bethune xx
Danijela Tavich xx

Even though im leaving you all next year, u will never be replaced. U have all made this year worth while and I love you all so much for it.  <3 Ive lost and gained so many friends during my college years so far but all of you have helped me get through it all. Its my last week at this school and i just want to make it the best xxx